What is a mental breakdown?

Mental breakdown (also known as a nervous breakdown) is a non-medical term used to describe an acute, time-limited phase of a specific disorder that presents primarily with features of depression or anxiety.
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With that being said... I think it's time for me to really make a decision for me. Not for anyone else. For me. And I know I will hurt other people along the way, even those that I love very dearly, I have to make myself happy...

I was told (and I quote) "As long as I know what I need to do in my heart, and have cleared this in my soul and with God, I have to leave the rest ot Him. He will carry me through this."

Another quote - "Live is a long lesson in humility".
* So does this mean I have to humble myself and take it? That's the whole reason why I left him in the first place...

Quote...

Motivational Quote of the Day

"Always do right - this will gratify some and astonish the rest."

Mark Twain

And Bob Marley Lives on...

SHA - Chrislyn's first game!

Chrislyn's first game - SHA vs. MidPac!!! She's #20 and playing full back.

I am so proud of her!!! Even though the score was not in their favor, they all played well for their first time together!

GOOO LANCERS!!!

It's 11:11 on 11/11/11

Yup! I got it on film! 11:11, on 11/11/11!!!!

Waipio Soccer... SIGNAGE!

Where I work, signage is a big deal. You have to be clear and consistent with your words. In this case, the soccer fields in waipio has 3 different signs, and although it's leading you to the right direction, the consistency is so not!

Veteran's Day Weekend...

Veteran's Day weekend was Super Busy... I'll post a few photos in a bit...

Costco and their "deals"...

I was a Costco one day with my sister - gosh... it was awhile ago...

Anyway, here's this couch. It was a GREAT DEAL, I should've bought it. It was like under $200.00 and came with everything there. Soooo comfortable.

Next time I went again, no more. :(

Note to self - when you see it at Costco, just buy the kayak...

APEC - It's here and everywhere too!

Signs everywhere to be mindful of APEC and traffic... lots of TRAFFIC...

Harder for some - especially those in the Waikiki area, but where I'm at - it's okay. :)

These people on the other hand, traffic is certainly not the issue.

We are the 99% and have a voice. They've been camping out since last week...

And there she is again...

Here at Ward Center - and lo and behold - there's my sis again! She's all over the place...

Saw her on Maui..

Saw her at Windward Mall...

Saw her at Ala Moana Shopping Center...

She's everywhere!!!

Just a little...

PATIENCE DAISY...

Why???

So my question of the day -

I call, email, text, facebook someone. They post their status updates, answer everything else from everyone else, except mine. I don't understand...

Why say you're available or you'll call back, but it doesn't happen?

Sometimes I think I'm taken for granted and I can wait... But y'know, I have a life too...

Motivational Quote of the Day

"Things turn out best for the people who make the best out of the way things turn out."

Art Linkletter

* So when there's an argument, it doesn't make any sense to anybody - it isn't the best choise to argue in the first place!

Motivational Quote for Today

Motivational Quote of the Day

"Empty yourself and let the universe fill you."

Yogi Tea

Yummy Lunchie!!!

Ate here for lunch today! YUM - Hawaiian Poke Bowl!!!

Thing 1...

Yesterday, Thing 1 had her physical exam. Assessment was great. She's good on height (well, not that she can do anything about it), weight (well, relatively OK on that too), etc. Then it came to the talk about having the 2 shots. Again, I was pulled back to when she was a baby and how much she did not like shots. The crying, the screaming, the everything trying to get out of having shots.

So here we were, at 17 years of age, and she's still the same little girl that cannot and will not deal with shots. :( I held her again like when she was little... as she leaned into me, the crocodile tears came down my shirt... sigh...

I don't think it matters what age your children are, they're still your baby.. And I wanted to stay like this for just a few minutes more... I love being a Mom... I love being her Mommy.

Fairy...

Is it a sign that her wings are falling???? What is going on???

Thank you, Lord for giving me such wonderful and loving children. They could've been with friends and not even wanting to go trick or treating.. but here they were, hanging with me and I am so truly grateful!!

My LOVES - I love you!!!

Halloween in Kane'ohe this time...

My little LOVES! Jayna gave up her teen time to be with me!!! Thing 3 of course our Ninja, Thing 2 all dressed in black (no, I don't know what she was), and Thing 1 - fairy...

Need I say anything more about Leo????

Admin time - Lele (cross dresser monkey/bear/???), Janna as the pirate, Sarah our witch, and me again!

All dressed - me (the sock monkey), Sandi (Eve from Wall-E), Sheina as the sexy witch, and our very own Ashlyn as a zebra!

My "nerdy'" daughter going off to school yesterday - Happy Halloween!

More of the weekend adventures...

And we end up at Taco Del Mar for a yummy Mexican dinner!

My Oldest as a Rocket ship... doesn't it say 3T???

He is actually my BIG pumpkin. :)

Here are the pumpkins - the BIG one was the one he chose!

What a weekend!!!

No Chrislyn this time, but Pili was there to represent!!! And she got her own pumpkin!! Ethan got his own BIG pumpkin...

Still had time to go pumpkin patch picking!!! Thank you Aloun Farms once again for GREAT pumpkins!!!

Went to Ala Moana to look for costumes and stuff. I was at Old Navy looky for a monkey outfit to put together... Ethan was busy in the Lego store making "stuff".. I decided on making my own "thing" :)

Surf Sale at KSBE! These 3 gals are the next "Na Leo" - they were just fabulous and their harmony was AMAZING!!! Look out for them... okay so I forgot their names, but if you see them - that's them!!! :P